at least i learned that i could love...

So...long story short...he cheated. (Amber's *tear*) Story of my effin' life.

Don't ask me how I found this out...unless you really just want to be shocked-the-fuck out. But he has been cheating....so moral of THIS story is...I can't wait to give him back all of his shit. AND after I rip one into him...if he doesn't take his shit...here are some things that will be for sale on Craigslist.

Size 34/36 Khaki/tan/brown dress pants w/brown belt
Size XL lavendar-colored dress shirt
Size 10 brown leather dress shoes
Size L gym shorts
Size XL pink RL bleached top
Size XL cream RL top
2 pairs of dress socks (green/tan color and black)
Size 34/36 RL jeans
Size XL white FotL wife beaters (5)
2 packs of malboro lights (that I demanded i take away from him)

If he does take his shit...I guess I have to give him his movie back....altho...he does have one of mine...so eh...i'm keeping it.

And another thing...even though I joined HIS gym...boy...I'm so going back...and I'm going to go back EVERYDAY and get hotter than the fucking sun!...and I'll possibly see his ass...and that's okay, b/c I know this: He doesn't deserve me...and everytime he sees me at HIS gym...he'll know, he'll never be able to have me again. He has lost THE best damn thing that has ever come into his life. I just hope his son doesn't turn out to be like him.

Anyways...I've already gotten back on Plentyoffish.com and I'm trying it again. All my life...I've never been in love and never thought that I could. But I can...and although I unfortunately got shitted on this time...I know what love is like...and at least I know that I can.

And honestly...I WILL, love again.