this week has f-ing sucked

I don't even know where to begin...except for Monday, in which this guy I was talking to (whom i had a thing for) decided to jet...well WE jetted. Friends is the only thing going for us now...which kind of saddens me because I have to wonder...are we even really friends? There have been no phone calls between either of us...so where does the word FRIEND come in? Oh well. On to Tuesday.

So Tuesday happens and let me just remind everyone (who loves their current job), that going BACK to work (a job you hate), after vacation...sucks. I DID NOT want to be there. And my stoopid boss was doing her usual...being stoopid.

So Tuesday thru Thursday is work as usual. I do all the work that my BOSS is supposed to do, while she loads more crap onto me, like usual. And I take it up the @ss like usual.

Friday rolls around and I come into work and I get laid off. WTF? My f-ing boss wants to restructure? And there's no room for my position anymore. Are you f-ing kidding me? Who the hell is going to do the project management, the writing (for EVERYTHING, ie: brochures, invitations, flyers, press releases, articles, CEO's letters, etc). Who will finish the Web site, make enewsletters and e-updates? Who will take all the pictures (b/c apparently my boss doesn't have that skill either). And who the fawk will do all of the administrative crap that a secretary is supposed to do that I've done for the past year and whatever. I guess I shouldn't worry myself with it...I no longer work there anymore.

And I hate to say it...but working there this long has turned me off against every one of them (being a particular race??? - don't go trippin' people...i just don't want to put out where i [used] to work...and there's only certain people that work there). I was never going to advance because I wasn't one of them...so I guess I should be glad I'm gone. Not to mention that I'll never have to tell my boss how to save a document or teach her how to use an excel document...ever again.

So...that was my Friday...well morning. Thankfully, the other company inside of THE same building...wanted me to help them on a contract basis for marketing purposes so at least i'm making $20/hour (instead of nothing) until I find a new job.

Once I left though to go back home with my lovely box and plant...when I was coming BACK to Dallas thinking that I had to work my part-time job, when I really didn't...I locked myself out of my house. Thankfully, I have a cheap lock and one of my neighbors broke in for me. Note to self: buy a better lock.

Anyways....my week has been shitty. So I need a hug. And a big one.

Note to everyone: I have over seven years of marketing/communications/design/publishing/photography/public relations/writing/editing experience...if ANYONE knows of any jobs/positions/part-time work...please let me in on it. My goal is to find a job before my severance runs out...so it'll be more like a bonus for leaving my crappy job. So please, pretty please...if you know of anything...please let me know.

please help me have a better week.

~me